Just a quick question

Okay so a quick little backstory is that I was wish my SP for a few weeks but broke up with me and left me and got back with her awful ex. At the time I tried wishing and praying but none of it worked. Ik how wishing on her works and it clicks like a bullet but doing those things didn't work this time. I later asked the universe to grant me something to bring her back and it was Manifestation. And as I am doing more and more research I am coming to more conclusions but more questions slowly. I have seen "You are God" "Live in the end" Imagination etc.

So what I have done for the past weeks was that I was imagining (Obviously) and SATS and Circumstances don't matter and I AM method. I didn't check the 3D at all since I discovered this. Neville always said that feeling is the secret. And I think I was letting overthinking get the best of me but I asked to be in the state and I did and I actually felt it. However, I wrote down my desire last night and I actually felt more powerful like an writer or a God.

Next was that I actually was in the bed and my heart was beating rapidly as if she was there.

I also know Neville mentioned about limiting beliefs but I also wonder if that has something to do with believing or knowing you are God as well.

later I have come to living my wish is fulfilled but kept slipping off because I keep thinking that I'm doing something wrong or if it doesn't come true. As mentioned before usually when I wish things about her or pray it usually clicks fast but it seems when I am doing this it wouldn't work. And I am also scared if it doesn't come true when I am believing I am God especially after doing imagination and SATS and writing it down.

They say if we believe we're God we make our own rules of manifestation. So I am really curious, if we are to believe we are God doing this then does living in the end or feeling is the secret exists in any point?

and on top of that, what do I do if I am afraid my desire won't come true after living my wish is fulfilled. I have read successful stories and rants but I am scared to do so.

Am I doing anything right?

Much advice is appreciated