I have strong feelings towards tall people and I don’t know if it’ll change

I don’t want this to come off as just incel hate. I don’t know how else to express my feelings so my only option is to at least get opinions from the internet. If you dislike me so be it

I’m 5’9 and I’ve been struggling with height since high school. I was never to fixated of my height around that time but I did notice a couple of my friends were noticeable taller than me and it did bother me.

It wasn’t until after highschool I realized i was a lot shorter than I realized. Not saying I thought I was 5’11 or something but just the fact that I was average height. It hurt more knowing too that my dad was 6’0 and my mom was 5,5.

I guess I’m ranting because I just wish I could be tall enough. I always felt small next to people 6ft+

It just makes me feel hate toward them. They’re bigger and stronger than me just off genetics. Their physical stature is incredible. Honestly i think height doesn’t matter that much in dating but being taller does help and it’s looks good. There’s so many 5’8-5’9 girls I would date but the height would be too much for me if I’m being honest.

It’s like they have everything I want. Honestly if height surgery was 100% safe I would go for it and still be active in sports and go to the gym and stuff. I know being taller does have its disadvantages but trust me I rather deal with those drawbacks.