vent ig

i hate myself so much why didnt i say no. Why did i enjoy not saying no i hate myself i deswrve to die i hate you i need to cut myself he deserves someone better than me, someone who doesnt like not saying no, someone who enjoys being witg him more someone who doesnt want to relapse anytime sometginh get bad ir just out of funsies. Liking to get triggered i hate you i hate myself