I genuinely feel horrendous about this. My (now former) manager and I had a rough start when we met as I overshared waaaayy too much on our first meeting.

I apologised afterwards as I could see they weren't 100% comfortable by  it and we moved on. Ig lines got blurred a bit as well got along really well, and I tried my best to always match their energy and not to go too crazy oversharing wise. This led to me feeling like I could trust them and be more honest.

Due to home life, however, I've been super depressed and it carried over to work. They asked me what was going on and if they could help in anyway, and after them promising it's okay to share I opened up about everything going on, including my self harming.

Today, one of the other managers told me she was taking over as my manager as I had over stepped my boundaries with my last manager and had made them uncomfortable.

The last thing I want right now is to paint them as a villain. They have put in boundaries for their own reasons and I'll always respect that. Nor will I ever ask them how I can fix things. What's done is done and I refuse to make things worse.

But holy shit did that hurt. Finally telling someone, anyone about my SH and now it's like they want nothing to do with me. 

I'm 100% over analysing and spiralling, but I feel like such a burden and very unwanted.

I'm speaking to my GP about my MH, and I am safe, but I'm so shattered from my trust being broken.

Like I said though, they're not a bad person for setting that boundary and needing that space. Far from it. It's just my dumb little brain feeling sad.

I made my manager uncomfortable by oversharing.