Life of a showgirl

Hey so I am among the very small, almost non existent group of people who are not swifties who really like the life of a showgirl album. I find it calming. But holy shit. That song about the dead guy? I dunno what it's called. I used to think it was a sweet song but I popped my CD into my CD player today and when it came on, I felt super grossed out. "It was not an invitation. Should have kissed you anyway." That's an actual lyric. If a man sang this I'd be even more creeped out!!! What do y'all think?