40m Oceanside - Shy guy having cuckold fantasies

Shy and inexperienced with this fetish in real life, but have been having intense and recurring fantasies of being cucked hardcore. It is so taboo and primal to think about dominant or powerful guys having free use of my significant other. It can be a real adrenaline rush to imagine all the possibilities. Would be cool to connect and make friends with Bulls or guys who are into this dynamic and experienced. Not ready to make this happen quickly so do waste your time if you are seeking a hook up. Still trying to navigate this work out fantasy vs reality. Would be fun to know Bulls who get it, and enjoy from the opposite perspective.