I'm confused

So in the most recent vlog, he spends a ton of time talking about how he doesn't give a fuck what people think anymore.

Then around the 55 minute mark, he's talking about the accident. He says something along the lines of "I don't know what the people who don't like me expect me to do. Just sit and wallow over the accident? They keep bringing it up over and over again."

....who the hell is he even talking about? Nobody in his comments says anything remotely close to what he's describing. I don't even think the people here expect him to live in misery after the accident.

Peter, what the actual hell are you even talking about?