So i confessed my feelings for her on for 15th  August at 11:37 p.m. ,then she told 
me that........

She got committed on ... 14 August 2022!!!! Just the day before I confessed and matter of fact the other guy proposed her around
 8-9 p.m. , like man what in the world 😭✌🏻 , I was late by just a day !!!!

After knowing all this I was completely heartbroken, felt betrayed, felt used...

(By the way guys i forgot to mention one important thing , she once took one of my notebook and wrote her name thousands of time like man 😭 your hand might just start hurting like at that level , she even sprayed her perfume on that page , Me being dumbo I couldn't understand!!! )

Later in the school, I started ignoring her!!! Never listened to a single bit of her voice!! Felt annoyed whenever she spoke .

And one freaking day!!! SUVU with her friends gathered up , in the LUNCH , they all pushed(not literally) me on the class door and SUVU asked me that why I was ignoring her and all , to not to make mountain of a toothpick, i asked her to talk all about it on Instagram, and yeahh?!! All of it started again. 

Her Boyfriend even told her to not to talk to me anyhow ... But she resisted and even had a big argument with him .... We started talking again .... We used to have lunch together sitting on the same seat!!! Sometimes she used to block me like yeah his BF did that .... Or I would have stopped using Instagram due to exams and all.

I helped her through all her 10th boards (btw she got resticated due to being indulged in an argument with one of our teacher) 

I left the school, she also left the school due to our own reasons !! I somehow managed getting into a Fk'ing BOYS only school.... 

We still used to talk to each other , I was already enrolled in a coaching institute!! As I had already lost all the hope to have SUVU back .. the life started feeling like a loop , I started talking to one of my female classmate, let's call her "ISH" she seems goddess to me as of now , but I knew I won't be able to approach her right ,so I just want to be a close friend to her that's it !! 

Later on 17 november 2024 I got blocked again ...... She didn't wished me on my birthday that it 25th March , but meko yaad tha uska birthday that is 25 April !!! Though i was blocked I managed to get her elder sister's number I msged her wished her birthday we started talking againnnnn ....

I got to know Her boyfriend was living in Delhi with in a "livin" with one of her female friend , SUVU told me that her bf even have her number to his own friend when he was blocked , I felt bad for her .... 


Later on 21 june 2025 .... I randomly got a call from her ... I asked her that how her quarterly exams went !!? She said "tum kya karoge jaan kar ,tumhe kya matlab , then I heard a chuckling sound of a young grown up man... I asked her who it was she told me that it was hi............

Let the lore continue!!!!! (It's one out chats down there)