AIO for wanting to have sex with my fiancé

The title is a little off I have to admit I’m a little drunk currently so I may remove this in the morning however. My fiancé has been gone for over a month at work and I love him so so much. He’s like my only friend and my lover. So when he came home last week I was so excited and honestly a tad horny. Since he’s been home we’ve done it one time. Last weekend we’d been out drinking and I was brining it up as to hint and let him know and he hinted back at the idea of us doing stuff and then we get back home and he goes to sleep. Fast forward to tn and the same thing I was hinting and he was hinting back and we get home and now he’s passed smooth out right next to me as I type this post. Idk I’m just a little upset bc I’m horny and he’s fast asleep and I don’t want to offend him if I decide I need to

Use a toy to help myself out. Idk am I overreacting ??