guys if u wanna be the mc of real life romance plot, hear my version out

basically ive been missing my childhood freind like hell these days. i dont know hwere it came up from but i saw his name on snap and i was reminded of him. now i cant get him out of my brain. i tried finding him on one mutuals' insta but i dont think its him. i just wanna meet him again and my fake scenarios have been bugging my mind constantly. might sound way too delulu at this point but do i care? no.

he and i were together all of our childhood. we were each other's first friend ever. he shifted when we were both 7. we used to be neighbours, classmates and best friends. im pretty sure id be having that protective bsf or bsf to bf trope rn in life if he was still there. we were both 7 so we lost contact too. now i miss him so much.

i just imagine meeting him again. like i suddenly see him and my mind goes banks, my eyes are filled with tears and i just run straight up into him and the only thing keeping my knees from betraying me and falling is his arms around me. he hold me till i cry my heart out, we catch up the whole day and never lose contact again.

goddddd either get this out of my brain or get him in front of me- that, if he even remembers me anymore