I sinked deeper than I could control

I am addicted to feeling hard, I'm addicted to having blue balls, I'm addicted to watching porn, seeing goonnettes getting fucked and rubbed and used in ways more than I can imagine, I submitted to porn and it controls me now. I want to stay hard forever and to always stay edged and desperate, I want my cock to be fucked and to never let it cum until my brain breaks. Feed me porn, make me worse, please flood my DMs with offensive messages, that red notification makes my cock twitch