What…What?!… WHAT?!

So for context, I met a girl here, on this subreddit. I saw she had a rough breakup because her ex blocked her out of nowhere so I wanted to share my experience that I had with her that was similar. She responded actually pretty quick. We got to talking and moved to discord. We had pretty similar experiences; played roblox, watched anime, we even had similar heartbreaks. I made her laugh and she even said she felt the things I said was cool and collected and she found those attractive. Me being me, I don't get alot of compliments like that so it gave me so many butterflies. We also got into a call and spent 2 hours talking before she went to bed. I even woke up today with her texting me. Then, later tonight, she was about to go bed when I texted her again. She said goodnight and I said gn...

10 minutes later, I find out she BLOCKED me. RIGHT BEFORE VALENTINES DAY. JUST LIKE HOW HER FUCKING EX BLOCKED HER. Not only that, she deleted her reddit account and unfriended me on roblox. I didnt say anything wrong and we looked like we were getting along...Like...she didnt give me ANYTHING. No explanation, nada. Only after 1 DAY. This has happened to me before. Before it was 4 months before I was ghosted, then 2 weeks, now a day?!...

We weren't dating but...Is god telling me...I'm just not deserving of Love? Or even Friendships? I already felt lonely as hell because valentines was coming up...I'm sick and tired of interacting with these types of girls and their bullshit...