Might delete later ( part v)

I usually don't do it and it's not because of insta reels either. this was exact day I met her 4 years ago. frankly I won't change anything I won't change those night walk or you ghosting me cause I am who I am cause of you. I have moved on still I don't date anyone cause because I don't want any other girl to suffer cause of my issue. cause I still can't get over her. it's my fault even if she backstabbed and back bitched about me I don't have any anger I know where she is who she is looking for and I just wish she lives happily. I don't bear hate towards someone I liked it's was my fault I tried to touch sun. It was obvious I will get burned. Maybe I just do deserve this pain Maybe I am good like this Maybe I am good in my shell . thanks for reading