25 [M4F/TF] Illinois/Online - Looking for a soft dom to help me explore my submissive side

My sexual life has been pretty consistent. I really enjoy being different types of a dom for women. Whether it's a softer, praising, and pleasure focused dom, to a degrading, ruthless, and rough one, I enjoy having control and helping women to experience whatever turns them on the most and gives them an incredible sense of pleasure, security, and release. I'm fully focused on giving them the best experience possible. Enthusiastic consent is my highest priority. But lately, it's been a lot for me. I still love it, but I want to try and focus on myself a little bit.

Being fully honest, it's hard for me to be vulnerable enough to let go and let someone else take the lead. But being able let go and embrace it sounds wonderful to me, and I would like to try and experience that. I don't want to start out with a ruthless, degrading mistress. I am looking for a softer, pleasure focused and praising woman to help guide me through this process. And I would love to help her feel amazing as well while she's still in control. If this sounds like something you would be willing to help me explore, please feel free to reach out! Please send me your ASL and we can discuss further! Hope to chat with you soon!