i ruined her valentine

she found a tattoo shop that does a promotion with really cheap prices for small tattoos, i wanted to pay for it but ended up ruining it, i fell asleep and couldnt hear the phone and on top of everything my card had no money so she could pay for it because my stupid ass forgot to put them, i ruined her gift. i also gave her a surprise gift which was telling her i booked flight and hotel for may, but this was a surprise gift for both, the actual gift i wanted to give her was the tattoo, she wanted to do it and i promised to be there for her but ended up falling asleep and ruined everything, i feel awful i want to disappear in my own shake for being so dumb. i knew i couldnt stay awake and i would have probably ended up passing out but i thought i would have heard the phone. im just sorry i don't know what else to say i feel terrible