was diagnosed with bp2 then bp1 now im not so sure.

The more i research the more i feel as though i may have BPD instead of Bipolar.

I suffer from a strong fear of abandonment, i cause arguments with my partner, most times its because i miss them so much it makes me upset, i have mood swings multiple times an hour through the day, i have a history of self harm, i no longer do it, but even today i still have a strong urge, and most importantly i constantly feel like im ruining my relationships. This week i ruined an anniversary and now Valentines, why do i start such meaningless fights? I just feel so angry all the time. Oh and on top of it all, i have ptsd and suffer from DPDR. Also i, almost chopped off my hair because my snot kept getting every where from breaking down crying earlier. anyone else relate?