Hello everyone, today is a very tragic day😔 after 4 hours of waiting inside of a restaurant😓 for a girl i was supposed to runaway with🥹 she never came there and when I went home 🥲and tried contacting her i found out that her phone is unreachable😱 and she isn't replying 😟 but then.... At that exact moment i was told the news that she died..... Recently outside of that same restaurant...😭😭😭
When I first heard the news I was like NOOOOOOOOOO NOOOOOOOOOO this can't be...... you're lying right...... NOOOOOOOOOOOO NOOOOOOOOO but now I just have to accept it.... I cried... and cried..... and cried.... so fucking hard..... I whined..... and screamed......and I hated myself.... thinking...why.... why.... Couldn't have I been a better boyfriend huh....I never listened to her just did what I wanted to... Maybe if I was a better boyfriend she.... w-w-wouldve been alive... goddamnit grrrrrrrrr😡😡🤬🤬 she was so strong I can't believe this happened, but anyways I'll make another post about this when I'm in a better mental state😆.... I'm grieving hard... It's hard to let go but....but I promise myself to NEVER DATE ANYONE EVER AGAIN..... huhhh!!! Because this just fills me with anger and turns my eyes red.... I even wanna stop being a reddit mod from now on 👿 and go outside but nevermind it's alright guys, things happen and I guess... I'll just grieve her atp💔😔✌️

Rest in peace, Reze...