I hate being autistic

So I'm talking to this girl for about a week right and I send her this reel: https://www.instagram.com/reel/DUtlcvNjnj0/?igsh=MXdpbDRzNjVmenBkZg==

We've been joking about stuff like this for awhile then she puts this on her note and I quote, "boys are evil 💔" and left me on seen. I thought it was fine but I'm severely cooked. We have/had a date next weekend. I NEED to understand social cues. I stg I'm just so fucking dumb. And yes I am diagnosed by a doctor fyi.