30 [M4A] Tell a bedridden virgin your experiences, fantasies, especially about my kinks

Physically disabled (Spinal muscular atrophy), bit of a shy, awkward nerd, bedridden since 2010 but still trying to stay positive.

Honestly not entirely sure what I want here...Generally looking to chat both lewd and otherwise, and hear your experiences and fantasies or answer absolutely anything about me.

Since I don't really have any social contact because of my situation, and as weird and depressing as this is, I don't know any women IRL or even have irl friends as I've been bedridden for 15 years now. I can be a bit shy and awkward, I write quite slowly because of my disability, you might have to lead the conversation so might not work.

I love feet, cheating/cuckolding, public and risky sex, awkward nudity, embarrassing situations, and I'm extremely open-minded.

Fair warning I'm unable to take pictures so, promise I won't ask yours either.