Hot take - I think a narcissistic parent’s end goal is for you to end your life

They spend your whole life telling you how horrible and worthless you are. Convincing you that you are evil and disgusting just for existing.

If you ended your life - then they could have a big pity party and endless sympathy. They could continue to blame you about how selfish and hurtful you are. It’s perfect.

lol I may not be correct but just saying how I feel