It's about time.

I think it's time to stop looking for something I don't seem likely to find; it's simply not for me. I've tried to improve my confidence, social skills, go out more, explore hobbies, and make time for myself, but I still can't form connections. Whenever I start talking to someone, it's usually because we have a mutual acquaintance. I've never once continued the conversation, nor have they ever shown any interest in me. I don't know if it's my fault or not. I have a very close-knit group of friends, and I'm not even close to most of them. I'm starting to think I'm the problem. Sometimes I really dislike myself, or I regret things I say or do all the time. At this point, I think I either stay alone and get used to it, or I prepare to keep trying the impossible. I'd say I'm already late, to be honest. Everyone has a close group of friends, a partner, a good family relationship, and here I am, still alone, nobody's favorite. Nobody texts me to see how I am, make plans, chat, get to know me. I don't know, I'd like to. to find out opinions about it.