What am I feeling ?

Hi everyone!

So, for a while now I (19M) have been feeling romantically attracted to boys. It's something I've never felt before. The first time it happened was when I was high watching a show where two guys fell in love and started dating. I thought, "Wow, that could be me."

The thing is that I'm really scared of what other people would think because, unfortunately, the people around me aren't very open-minded. I've long been sexually attracted to both men and women, but romantically only to women.

I don't understand why I feel that way, and...well, it's all new for me and I would like to discover this part of me.

So, have any of you experienced the same thing, and do you have any advice?