Life’s terrible

20M my life is a complete and utter disaster. Forced to leave my home never had much my life come from pain and loneliness. Currently putting all of my effort in studies yet I keep failing because everything against me. I rlly need just someone to love and care for me so tried finding girls and none even look my way no one want me💔💔. My life’s a mess hard to keep living in pain. Been grinding on my lonely. I pray to god I find relief one day.