Gender expression

Hi guys, i’ve recently started coming to the terms that I am definitely not cis. For a bit i was identifying as non-binary but still very fem. As i’ve gotten more

comfortable with my bf who is ftm i’ve realized my gender is a lot more complex. I love dressing pretty masc, while still having my boobs out. I don’t hate my boobs honestly, just wish they were smaller and would go away sometimes. But for the most part i lol them, i feel more “man” or masc when i have my boobs out in a fit i feel comfy in. I also love he/him pronouns, being called bf, all the masculine terms. I’m growing out facial hair, and want to micro dose T. I’m just wondering if anyone else has weird gender expression like i like my boobs and being fem but also masc.