i saw a couple photos while deleteing my library

im at an extremely low point in my life, and i really cant be dealing with shame or guilt right now

theres so much shame and guilt and i feel so dirty, that im blaming myself that i did it on purpose

i just dont want to go back.. but my brain is telling me "you delted it all just so you can have a quick look while deleteing it" and i feel that has some truth to it, and i got curious

i hope to god this guilt will go away soon