32M feeling lost—can someone help me understand my kundli?

32M, Married, No Kids Looking for Help Understanding This Phase of Life

I’m 32, married, and currently going through a really difficult phase. Over the last couple of years, things have taken a sharp turn in almost every area of my life.

I made some bad decisions in the stock/option market and ended up with a large amount of debt. I work abroad in the software field, but even my job feels unstable these days. My health hasn’t been great either, and mentally I’ve been struggling with a lot of stress and overthinking.

Family dynamics are complicated too. I’ve always been the one who supports everyone emotionally and financially, and being the eldest comes with its own pressure. A few years ago, I was very disciplined, financially stable, and clear‑headed. Now I feel like I’ve lost that version of myself, and I’m just trying to hold things together.

My wife has been supportive through all of this, but I’m still trying to understand why everything seems to be falling apart at the same time. I know my mistakes played a role, but I’m wondering if there’s anything in my kundli that might explain this phase or give some clarity.

I used to be a very confident person. I respected everyone, trusted easily, and could handle any situation, good or bad. But now I’m at the lowest point of my life, and it feels like my world is ending.