Feeling alone and lost

It has been 31 days since I last saw my sweet boy Tucker. I knew it was going to be extremely hard for me. I always knew prior to losing him that it would be hard. I didn’t think of how hard it would be to not have anyone who cares. Everyone was there for the first few days/week. Now I feel so alone. No one reaches out to see how I’m doing. They all knew he was my whole world. I’ve been creating a memorial for him displaying some of his items(winter coat, a sweater, toy, paw and nose prints, pictures). I sent a video showing how it’s coming along and no responses. I think they are all over me being sad still. It sucks. Now I am just walking through this life lost and alone.