I don’t understand

It seems that I’ve often been appreciated by some people, but I’ve never really understood why. It’s not self-deprecation or anything I’m just pretty quiet unless I really like someone, which is actually quite rare.

However, I’ve often found myself in non-reciprocal situations where someone liked me much more than I liked them. It’s not that I disliked these people I was just indifferent.

And honestly, it also happens with close friends. (This might be self-deprecation.) Some of my friends seem to really like me, but I don’t really understand why. Okay, I can be funny sometimes, but there’s nothing special about me. It actually makes me feel embarrassed to be liked that much.

I wonder if anyone can relate.