I think I'm gonna do it.

I'm ready to take lots of meds tonight, I'm ready to feel something bad in my health. I dont care if people judge me or look down on me but I am so tired and it feels like I dont have a purpose in life anymore I feel so useless and it feels like no one will care. I hate myself I hate it so much. It was nice to have reddit as my coping mechanism, this will be my last post.