F22 Needing some friends to vibe with

okay don’t want to start off with a sob story but basically, I’m a huge people pleaser. My entire childhood I was abused by my mom, bullied at school, really hard time making friends. Got into a couple really toxic and abusive relationships and now I just need friends. I need someone that’s willing to be nice to me and care about me. I will care about you in return because I can’t help but caring about people around me. So.. looking for a safe pal that I can be that same thing for I guess.