45 [m4a] #California, I finally admitted to my (42f) wife that I want to share her with other men

I’ve had thoughts about her with other men for years but never could get the courage to admit my deepest feelings. A few weeks ago we were having a conversation and I just came out and told her I would love to share her. Allow her to explore her sexuality with other men, with and without me.

I’m not sure what’s wrong with me but feels good to finally admit my fantasies to the woman I love so much.