Watching this show made me grieve not having a friend who's a woman anymore

Wow. No one has posted in 2 years lol. Well, I just rewatched this show and it made me realize I'll never have that connection with a friend. I had a best friend in high school where it seemed similar to their friendship but later on I realized she only wanted me around until someone better came along or a guy came along. She stopped talking to me after I stopped trying and putting in the work. This was years ago but sometimes I wish I had a friend to talk to. My husband is amazing, he's my best friend and my rock. Just sometimes it's not the same as when you talk to another woman. I don't know if this makes any sense to anyone else. But to whoever reads this thanks for reading my rambling lol.