SOMETIMES I wish I liked men

yall aren’t gonna like this post probably 😫

sometimes I get so discouraged with dating and trying to find A singular woman in my area

Whenever my filters on any dating apps are set just to women, I get maybe like… a few likes. It’s barren up in here. Facebook, tinder, it doesn’t matter the platform.

I opened my tinder up to men all day on Friday and overnight and my likes went up from 50 to 500 😭

I just wanted to see what would happen tbh, I know I’m a lesbian, but sometimes I wish I would like men bc they are so readily available and just so easy to get. I obviously won’t because it’s just not natural for me, men do absolutely nothing for me romantically. Every once in awhile, I can think they are good looking, but that’s where it stops.

It’s hard to be a woman loving women when there’s no hope of finding one 😭. It’s so discouraging. I yearn for that connection with someone but it feels like there is no hope lately.

I wonder do women just have a lot higher standards and I just don’t meet any of those? 😭😭 I keep thinking there’s something wrong with me, that’s why. I haven’t dated in a veryyyy long time so maybe I don’t know how to any more!