Feeling trapped and bad.

So living with a toxic family that has left you on your own is first class Hollywood movie plot. For me at least. It's like living in america where parents have no Deen Iman and one child is left on its own because it doesn't match with the mental dynamics of the entire family. So this child just goes through life looking for things and people that can satisfy it, just the difference is that it comes across monsters, demons, and the devil, very closely. And all that this child has known is darkness and doom.

Anyone out there living in toxic family and domestic violence, keep praying, we're getting closer and closer to what we want with every prayer we send to ALLAAH. Only ALLAAH is listening to us. Keep praying with a firm belief that your prayers are heard.

It's good that we are kept away from our toxic family. It's a blessing than it is a doom.

Only ALLAAH loves you.