Am I too ugly to be a SB

So I did Sugar dating something of two years ago and recently I was offered to start again but I didn’t go through with it (really wish I didn’t) but now I’m going back into again and I look a bit different since then:

Dyed hair

Not as skinny but still skinny but not fit

I have scars almost all on my body except my stomach and behind legs.

Last time we stopped because my SD stopped talking to me because someone close to him ( harmed themself) and he asked about my scars 😅I being a young idiot told him and yeah. Now I’m a bit older what should I do if I wanna go back into this?