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cant shake it. im stuck....stuck in place. I cant stop thinking about her, cant stop caring and theres this her shaped hole. can feel time running out. can feel its progressing, like uva said. fuck even the jesus girl started talking to me again bc she said i think something might be wrong, compared to a few months ago you seem worse. but shes just trying to ease her concious. batshit crazy. tried so hard to get in my pants to the point i had to make a scene to back her off. banned her from the store. whatever. don't care what she does. just feels like the world is leaving me behind....I think people need to forget me....thats the one thing i....yeah.