Since a lot of people have been asking how it happened :3

My first time… it was about a year ago. My bf asked to meet up at a hotel to yk have sex. I should have noticed that was the first red flag, cause we always go to his place, never some hotel. After he took me there things were normal at first, a bit of foreplay, I sucked his cock blah blah blah. Then he told me to get on all four, he started fucking my pussy like normal, in the middle of it he said something about how my pussy’s been getting looser lately and how it’s getting hard for him to cum with a condom on. 

Then he pulled out and took the condom off, I was confused cause the whole condom thing was his idea cause he said he didn’t want kids. I was about to tell him that when I suddenly shove his cock up my ass. It was so so so painful I screamed and toppled over, he pulled my hips up and tried to shove it in again. I screamed and cried and cried and just tried my fucking hardest to get away. He pushed me down on the bed and laid straight on top of me and started pumping in and out of my asshole and it was like the most blinding pain I’ve ever felt. He was so heavy on top of me, that combined with his hand over my mouth and the pain in my ass I felt like could suffocate to death. I don’t even know how long he went until he came in my ass and pulled out. He laughed and said I have to see how dirty I look right now, and said I gotta go clean up in the bathroom. 

When I got in the bathroom I locked the door and just cried. It was so painful and humiliating, I knew I tore a little. When I took my phone out to look I was bleeding and like a little dirty down there, there were cum leaking outside of it too it was so so gross. 

Story of my first anal rape :”3