sad about my package (spoiler cuz loooong vent)

Apparently the VirtualParadise set that I ordered got lost in the mail. I got a refund for the trouble, but I'm sad because I ordered it for my 21st birthday. In the end, I did practically nothing, I stayed home, and I slept. I didn't even get to have cake or anything. None of my relatives remembered my birthday either.

The money that I used to buy the clothes ended up going to bills too so I can't reorder another set. I've literally got nothing right now... both of my bank accounts have practically nothing and it's left me super sad. I can't even buy a fruit from the grocery store after paying car bills and rent 😭😭😭😭😭

And another thing for Valentine's Day,,, I did something for my boyfriend but the only thing he did all day was play video games with his friends. He didn't even hang out with me or make plans. I even prepared some flowers and chocolate for him. I only saw him for five minutes before he turned his chair back to his monitor. 😭

ANyway I gotta stop before I list down all of my problems 😭 I might delete this later but I really just wanted to put this out there