DAE feel dissonance in their body, militantness about safe guarding given the ubiquity of the .. ugh .. news. ..

! feel so weird about this one but as the all the news shit swirls the main thing i keep feeling is ... furiosu resentment and ... idk

i just my body is not doing well i dont look so great but i just can't help thinking "good" ..

full disclosure (CW: context, trauma)>! im a disabled dependent, i still deal with ppl hurting me as recently as a medical provider last year. !<

so its not just ... the past for me.

but idk i just feel so confused about this feeling .. it doesn't really make sense to me

.. anyone else ? different shades or flavors?