26 [M4F] #Indiana I just want to feel wanted again

I live in northern Indiana, right next to the Michigan border.

I've been married for two years, and while it started off well at this point it feels more like I'm being used. I'm the only one working and intimacy is non existent for the last year. And when I bring it up somehow she's the victim. I'm mainly holding on for our kids.

That being said, I am looking for someone to love. That makes me feel wanted. Someone that I smile when I see their messages pop up, and am excited to see! Ideally same age but I don't mind a couple years older or younger. Ideally more long term and is flexible about traveling and schedule. I work overnight so it's kinda difficult to find time in the day but I'm willing to make something work.

Obviously I'm not trying to mess up my family. Just trying to find that spark in life again. DM me if you're interested and we'll go from there.