Im 20M and i have a lot of weird fantasies, but most of them containg cheating

I dont know why, but for me the biggest turn on has always been the thrill, the feeling of guilt but also pleasure etc. I want to havea girl who is okay with me cheating on my gf with her. Sending me photos daring me to do it etc. I would love for her to talk shit ab my gf and ask me whos pussy is better.

Also i wanna try everything there is to try in sex atleast once in my life, literally everything. And have sex with a trans person. Idk if im fucked up for those thoughts but yeah, i though i would share it with u