Letting guys cum inside me

More than I should. It just turns me on, the way a guy looks when he's pumping and then he starts to explode. Those last few pumps get more and more urgent and you know it's coming. And then he just grabs you and goes deep, moaning like an animal and has this wild look of pleasure and pride and gratitude all at once. I think that's the part I like the most. I don't know, I guess I'm just a slut. I like sex and I have the power to make a guy lose all control.

I know it's irresponsible, but when I'm horny and ovulating, all I can think about is that I'm pregnant. I don't care who or how. I know I shouldn't, but even if it makes me a single mother, I want to be pregnant. Telling him he got me pregnant and the fact that he's going to leave me or block me turns me on.