Update: tren cycle fixed my pocd.

After 12 weeks of hell, my tren brain flipped the script out of desperation and got me to reinstall grindr. After several hookups. And finding a guy who helped me heal, I haven't had pocd thoughts in 3 weeks. And I can look at girls in a normal way and not sexual. Currently hopped off tren and just went back to a cruise and thoughts didn't bounce back like on deca.

I played Russian roulette with hypersexuality drugs and won.