So hot but I keep getting cold feet

I’ve convinced her twice to go out solo and get laid but both times I had an overwhelming set of emotions from jealousy to fear for her safety to “what do I get?” Both times were super hot talking about it and her libido was through the roof which was amazing for me. But then it was like the balloon popped….

I’ve shared her before - couple times in a group setting (sometimes full swap, sometimes soft) and we’ve done MFM before.

Maybe it’s because I want to be in on the action. But I really think it’s hot that she can go out by herself and send me pics and vids after. Or just get her brains fucked out and keep it to herself.

Anyone else have this happen to them? How did you get over it?