15/2/2026 first time posting my diary

So to start, it's my first writing a diary or something but I've been hare on Reddit for a while now and I see that a lot of people have done, and I feel like I'm starting a new chapter in my life.

Six months ago I was living with my parents I finished high school and got really high grades, like really high I was top 44 on the country, of course there's thousands who have the same rank because in sure I'm not the only one who got this grade. I studied in French and I did the French internation exam DELF B2 but I got 50/100.

I applied to three universities in France for medicine, but because of my bad grade in the French language exam which I had less than two weeks to prepare,I got refused from the three universities with the same motive. I didn't stop, I found a university in the south of France in which they teach the language on a high level and applied, got accepted in the level C1 which is the before-last level of French that existed. I left my parents and went to France and studied one semester in this beautiful city in the south of France, it's called Montpellier, I made a lot of friends in here, I had one of the best moments in my life, and one of the worst, like being left by my girlfriend of 4 years.

It broke my heart, and it was really hard because when it happened I was still new here and I had no one to talk to. I'm okay now, can't say i moved on yet, but I managed not to make it affect my grades or anything. Anyways, fast forward to the present, now I reapplied to med school with higher notes, I have a big file, big letter of motivation, and I'm waiting for the answer.

In the meantime, I'm working online to make a living, because I don't want to be a burden on my family, I have all the first year lectures, I'm working, studying, and going to the gym on a regular basis. I'm getting so disciplined because I have a passion, a goal and a system that I'm working on, and I'll start journaling my weeks, to look at them after years and remind myself where i was, and what I've became.

Thank you for reading this and sorry for my weak language, I haven't used English in a while now and it's not my first language as well.

Hope you have a good day/night.