Can't shake the thoughts

29 bi curious guy whose one again st led onto Reddit, looking intently at spicy sub reddit and captions that I can't not look at.

The thoughts in mention are those to be ravished by an older, larger man and to be shown a thing or two.

Just when I think I've shanken the thoughts, they come strolling back with a vengeance and have go down a rabbit hole.

"problem" is I live with my gf and can't really act on these thoughts and one day thinking I probably should.