I feel so lost. Hope someone can give me an advise

Living alone for quite a long time. Ran away from home. Did my best to survive.

I had jobs. I was paying my bills. I was diagnosed with Bipolar II but out of all the medications, walang naging okay sa akin. My manic episodes became worse.

Everything was manageable until I lost my job, I got sick. My body was begging me to rest. Soon, debts piled up. Credit card debts. Now, collection agencies are going after me.

Nakikitira lang ako, still doing my best to land a job. Lahat ng openings, inaapplyan ko. I don’t know what to do. God knows I’m willing to pay if I have the money to. I don’t know what to do. How do I tell them I need more time? That I’m still looking for a job.