idk what i am

I say I'm aromantic, but I really don't know. Is it normal to want a partner and have someone with me for life?

Maybe I'm just asexual, or aromantic, but I really don't know if I want something romantic.

I just want someone who's there for me. I have this problem: I'm always looking for some kind of connection with another person, something, but every time I get the chance, I get scared and regret it. maybe im too young for this