[NB as F4A] Crushing on the shameless diaper dork.

Objectively, you know that you shouldn't be interested in her. She's cute enough, sure, and you tell yourself that must be all it is--big, blue eyes and a pretty face getting the better of you. But everyone else around you seems to regard her with some mix of pity or unkind bemusement, or to ignore her entirely...

Whereas you just can't get her out of your head. Can't stop the thought of her cropping up, specifically, with your hand down your pants or your vibrator going, as your heart pounds in your chest.

It's ridiculous. She's ridiculous.

You're not entirely sure what's wrong with her. But you see her each day--maybe in your college classes, maybe at work or across the hall in your apartment--waddling around in the obvious, almost comically bulky adult diapers she wears at all times. She doesn't flaunt them, but there's no mistaking that amount of padding beneath anything she might try to cover them with. And the jeans and skirts she usually opts for aren't nearly modest enough even to hide them at first glance. Or to hide the sag and droop and squish that spells out that they're obviously not just for show.

All the same, you're bordering on obsessed. Trying to ignore the attraction only seems to make it worse.

You have got, you admit to yourself finally, to do something.

((OOC: Short version: Your character, who is at least not normally into such things, finds themselves head-over-heels for an obviously diaper-dependent adult.

This could go in a lot of different directions, ranging from fluffy and romantic to dark and mean. I'm flexible there, though I would prefer to focus on kink / character dynamica over sex.

Other kinks I'm interested in, besides the obvious, include spanking, CG/l dynamics, humiliation, chastity/denial, masculinization, medical play, hypnosis, public exposure, dorkification / uglification, and intelligence play / dumbification. Hard limits include serious physical harm / violence, nonconsensual sex, pregnancy, raceplay, misogyny, and scat outside of messy diapers.))