Depression took over my personality..

I’ve been severely depressed for so long (all my early to now mid twenties) that I feel like even tho I’m on meds now that seem to be helping, I still have depression habits.. it’s like I want to change but it’s become who I am kinda… like I still have to remember to brush my teeth, although now not brushing my teeth gives me the ick now, i feel like showering more now but it’s still like idc too… I hope I’m making sense… maybe it’s just me.